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Little

You kind of wish they

would stay little forever, right?


But sadly, it is not possible. My baby will

start to walk & talk anytime now 🥹


So facebook has been reminding me about

this month last year’s event for a while

now, and I couldn’t teared up more. 


My baby is growing.


From the moment when he can’t even focus 

his sight ‘till he become so focused when 

something interest him is in sight.


I feel like I’ve been in this journey forever, 

you know? Together with my husband. 


Interacting with baby is literally my most 

favorite human interactions ever. He’s

my whole life, through and through.


Baby is my reason to live.


He gave me purpose & contentment & love 

& everything that you could ever think 

of. He’s the air to my breath.


Not even once since he arrived I’ve had 

feelings & thoughts like I did

before his arrival. 


You saved me, baby. Literally.


Mama loves you with all her heart,

with every inch of her body and

every fiber of her being 🤍


Ananda Khaira Azizah,

Pekanbaru, 21 Agustus 2024.

Hari Rabu, pukul 2 siang.

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