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Eyes wide open

I guess it’s true what people say

That a mother’s love knows no bound.

I’ve spend day & night with my baby, yet

I still dream of him, can you imagine? 😂


It’s like I’m dreaming with my eyes wide 

open and I remember the dream so vividly. 

The way his mouth formed, teeth clench 

then saying “iiii”, the way his eyes sparkle

so bright when he laugh so hard, even

when he walks with his eyes down

(😂)


Yes, he never walk straight. He either looks 

up or looks down; almost the whole time. 

Some walking styles that he picked up

from God knows where 🤣


Everyday had been so tiring,

Yet everyday had been so fun.

I woke up & fell asleep with big smile

on my face, thankful for the day I’ve had.


Thankful for the baby I have, the support

system I’ve got and the life I’ve lived.

I guess life offers a lot to be

thankful for, right?


Please say thanks to whoever you hold

dear; for standing by you in smile

and in tear. And praying for you,

no matter far or near 🩷


Ananda Khaira Azizah,

Pekanbaru, 20 Januari 2025.

Hari Senin, pukul 4 sore.

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